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I'm Jessica.

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Tuesday, April 15, 2003

what a wierd time of transition this is... guess I got out of the hang of it or something being stationary for so long. Freaked out last night-- felt like I was looking at my life through someone elses eyes, and I was wondering "what the *!#$ am I doing", "how did I get here?", and I felt really alone even though there were about 100 people around. It crept up on me and caught me from out of no where...bam...and then, major ouch in the deepest depths of my spirit. I'm better today, obviously, or else I wouldnt be opening up my personal life for everyone and their mothers to read...hey, why am I doing that again? I guess because I know that perhaps there are others out there, those less than perfect people--like myself, that have had similar experiences; and you know what they say about misery and company?! so, the really cool thing about this experience is that it was the first time that I got a very clear comfort scripture from God immediately when I asked for it. Psalm 118. Don't you just feel like some verses in scripture where written just for you?


posted by Jessica  # 12:43 PM

Sunday, April 13, 2003

i was afraid that the snow would last but fortunately it's now spring time in prague. i spent the day painting my room my favorite blue (im border line obsessed these days with this aquaish retro blue shade) and was comforted today by my friend jarda telling me that this new season is one of new life and that the beautiful birds have come home after a very long hard winter. im excited about this season but also anxious to see what's instore ;-)
posted by Jessica  # 2:31 PM

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